my feelings..

i know you will surely have a reaction on it. “i will never love” yea, damn that’s too imposible to happen. but i guess, its better not to love than hurting so much.

i can’t really find the heart who can love me too. i always tend to be maltreated, get hurt, get used, abused and be nothing to someone else. dammit! i’m so tireddd..

i always give my all for him to love me as i do. but what i learned was, NEVER GIVE YOUR BEST.

I am suppose not to love a person who can only give FRIENDSHIP. just friendship..and not more than that. and mostly, he doesn’t deserve it. its not even worth it.

well honestly, IM A GREAT LIAR. i always pronunce MOVE ON. but i cant make it happen. I lie when i say IM MUCH STRONGER NOW, Im so weak to forget =c

reality makes me realize that i should stop this kind of drama. I finally closed my door and tell, I WILL NEVER FALL IN LOVE TO ANYBODY. Getting hurt all over means enough. i now declare, i closed my heart..

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