my feelings..

my fifteen year’ life left together with cupids. i guess cupids are finally tired of me. The feeling is GONE. I can now feel nothing, no more heartaches. It’s a new beginning for a new chapter. Before, im too weak to forget but now, I’m too much strong to accept! To accept that things are enough. It can no longer back from sweetness just like before. Those sweetness came out from a man, he who must not be loved. I am successfully awake from a darkness lies. Life after death. And well, thanks to him. He helped me to heal, and to forget. I knew that it’s really hard to move on especially if you really loved that someone. That someone who really broke your heart. But think of it, you must accept the truth.Forget those illusions that will never ever make happen. It is real that what you think is what will happen that gave me the power of strength to face its hardness. Be determined to move on and there you’ll find success!
To a man whom I loved the most, thank you! Thank you for making me feel this way. You taught me how to love and how to be maltreated and get hurt. Thank you for your fake love that gave me satisfaction and happiness. I appreciate you when you spend your time with me because you were just totally bored. Thank you for calling my name every time you need help and with no doubt, I will easily go beside you then left me after i gave your needs and wants. Thank you for playing with me. Thank you for flirting those girls every time I’m with you. I believe that you’re just making me feel so jealous to show how much I love you. Those things you did were very awesome. You’re so sweeeet! Are those what you call love? Ooh..I’m very much loved by you. But sorry, I need space. I’m so much tired for your love. Thank you and Good bye!

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