my feelings..

suddenly i look at him, and he’s staring at her
i get inlove through his smile, those smile made by that girl
i feel so sad everytime that he’s in tears and not fine
and those teardrops is for her and still not mine

i wish i am her so i can give him a cure
to mend his burdens and my love will be so pure
but I’m not her, because I am Jealous and lost
and she’s the only girl whome he loved the most

even for a second, can i own your smile and a drop of tear?
those sweetest thoughts, in dreams only i can hear
but i want you! i need you! not only in dreams but in here
here in reality that only i can hear and own is fear