my feelings..

im good to you but they were best
when im with you, you always find to rest
im not even important but you love the rest
are doing this to me as a test?

i can only kiss your lips through a picture
because i cant have you from present upto future
your name flows on my vein
even if im just waiting in vain

i gave my heart, my all
but still we’re between the wall
a wall that hinders me to feel your love
and decreases the hope i have

i always tend to get hurt
its jst i want to escape on earth
but oh well, i cnt help but to lve a numb
who…. [ugh MENTAL BLOCK]
unfinshd.