my feelings..

i dont even believe this “im tired of loving him”. why be tired of loving? but when i based it to reality, that’s the time that i got what does it mean.

I met him last September 2007 and i prove that i love him dated 18/03/2008 and i should say now (December 02, ‘08) that i quit! i know that loving him for almost nine months was so short but i guess i should stop it. Im tired of hoping..I always pray for his love but nothing good happens so maybe he’s not meant for me..and yes, Im tired of loving him.

yea right..i dont believe to that cotation before but i came to think of these, “why should love a guy” who has its own business? “how could you say he has your heart” if he never care to hold you? [oh migash REHAB by rihanna playing =c] hmm.. how could you say “you cant stay away from him?” why dont you try so? surely, he would just let you go and lastly, “why dnt stop lving him?” if he just doesnt deserve it. and mostly, if he doesnt care for you!!

you think that hes numb cos he cant feel your presence..well i say that you are both numb!! you already knew that he doesnt care, but then you’re still hoping for nothing. just go away!! leave him..and there you could know if you’re important to him if he misses you
explore! dont even say that “hes the right man for you” idiot! you just say that because you are focusing to a fool man. so how could you notice the real right man for you? if he loves another, then leave!! [aww im getting sleepy]

stop trying to enter his heart. it would be hard for you. [kae ill continue this tomrow.if im still hopeless tomorrow.]